Wow I have not updated in practically a year??
I think I have been getting kind of side tracked as to what my priorities are in life this summer. I definitely need to start getting those wheels turning for and focusing on what’s important. Now that the weather is getting colder, I totally feel it! Time for my heating blanket to come out now, and new things to do. I saw the SF Symphony for the first time recently and loved it! I saw Yoyo Ma perform, he is supposedly the best celloist. (Dont know if I spelled that right). But it was nice to hear something more soothing to the ears and do something different than endless nights of little sleep, coming home in the wee hours of the morning, and puking my brains out.
So my new hobby: searching for a new job. Its not that I hate my job, I think its mainly just boring……not fulfilling is the word. I don’t get a satisfaction going to work everyday and say “wow I’ve accomplished something that makes me feel good”. I can’t seem to pinpoint what it is, because half the time I’m not doing much. Chatting, surfing the web, paying bills online seem to occupy my day a lot. I often tend to wonder what makes my job satisfactory. Maybe I’ve just been here too long, 2 yrs to be exact, since I graduated college. Time flies does it!!
I think it’s definitely time for a new routine.
On a side note, I watched the movie Crash last night. It got be thinking a little as to how ironic and intertwined life can be. Things may not always necessary be as they seem. Things that you think matter may not really matter at all, we often get lost in this mix of what’s right and what’s not. Ok I’m babbling but the movie was pretty interesting.
~Rouge Sept 9th
I love these girls….
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